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I know this is terribly cliche and this music video is ridiculous paired up to the song, but

the lyrics are actually relatable to me. Honestly, this is what is going on inside of me. 

This is that inferiority complex.

This is why I'm not nice to you, I 'ignore' you, I act so arrogant & bitchy,

and that everyone finds so many reasons to hate me.

Of course, it's just not about being ugly or pretty, for me its intelligence

and my whole personality. I think that I'm shit of a person, to tell the truth. 

I’m trying to smile brightly but

I don’t like it

I’m trying to sing but

No one is listening

I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful

Why am I this ugly

What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?

I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect

I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror

Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now

I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape

This world is full of lies

I think I’m ugly

And nobody wants to love me

Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty

Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty

Don’t lie to my face cause I know I’m ugly

Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily

My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you

Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you

The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me

Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern

I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out

This world is full of lies.