There are so many people that I have been talking to lately that have reached a very dear place in my heart. It's funny how much a person can teach you without doing it intentionally. It's great how we, ourselves, can have such cute connections with others. And here are just a few connections that I've grown to have, that I simply cannot forget, whether they ended up on bad terms or is still on going & forever will be.
That one person, that introduced me to so much these past two years, and showed me what real friends really were, you're quite special. All of those 'firsts' that we went through together, I literally can not forget. You will be my best, friend. Literally, not like best friend in a bffl way, but you were the MOST GREAT friend I've had. But our connection has been changing..
That other person that I have just really gotten to know through this past year, that I love love to call my old lady & owl, you're very cute whether you know it or not & I will never say this to you directly. I think you're very intelligent in the way that you don't care about the hype and I really need to learn that from you. You've taught me to have better taste, and that a lot of things just don't matter & shouldn't get my attention.
For that other person that I've met on the first day at a new school, we've gotten so many ups and downs and sometimes I feel like hate you but others I feel remorse and like you. I'm kind of sorry for that and that I wanted you to know I haven't ever connected so easily about the little things like boys, attitudes and etc like I did with you. But we're on separate roads now and thats okay too.
For that cute girl in my sixth period history, although I know that I've taught you a lot, I love telling you my chronicles of life. I love how intelligent you are, but you just don't try. You should. I've grown very fond of you and I hope you feel the same way, I hope you don't change & if/ when(since we all do) you do, I hope you change and just stick by my side 24/7 kekeke :)
For that one guy that I used to be so fond of, you showed me what kind of qualifications I should look for in order to see someone as a love interest, and in a way you helped me learn that I don't need 'love'- just saying that is weird. But you were very perfect, until I found out how you were really like even if it kind of just poked at my heart. Until this day, I still think that you couldn't just treat me so loving just for fun, even though we were nothing, it had me going for a bit. Just know, something so little, would ever be able to 'break my heart' & most things probably never will break my heart, but you exposed me to how vulnerable I was. So, you just poked at my heart kthnx.
Its gross just thinking back that I had these types of feelings for someone, seriously digusting.
For that person that I go online just to have long talks with on weekend nights at around 11 PM until haha, one or 2. Its very cute how we have our tradition and how much we can learn from some one that is so far away. You kind of exposed me to a whole new level of connection, although you weren't the first to get such deep conversations out of me, I really like how I never feel
the need to explain to you, anything. Which, means that we just very much, understand each other. No matter how much this makes a loser to say, you've truly got yourself a place in my heart or, at least into my head :) And our jokes! They're just very very cute! and like I've said to you in a world where you weren't you, and I wasn't me, we would be perfect for each other. And if you were a cupcake, I'd eat you too.
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