Letters.

for my Friends-  Sorry I don't appreciate you guys. You guys are pretty fun, but sometimes I question, "Do you guys like me as much as I might treasure you?" It's just in my nature, I truly believe there is no reason to be around someone who does not want to be around you. Well apart from that, I'm sorry I'm not attached. Friends don't need to go out to have fun with each other. Real friends shouldn't even feel the need to get someone to go somewhere together, its presence that counts.

for my Parents & Brother - Honestly, there is nothing I need to say to you guys. How I feel about you guys is just way too obvious and I don't see a reason why I'd even need to say anything at all. Its pretty evident that you guys are pretty much the most important people in my life. Do anything for y'all.

For myself-  I hope that you really do reach your goals, don't give up and please stay on track. Please become all you hope to be, and make sure that you don't put all you've got to waste. One of these days, you'll need to get back down to earth. You can't do shit if you don't try. If you really want it, go for it instead of just sitting here. Realize outside things don't mean a thing and it's what you feel inside that counts. P.S. you're never right about things, if anything you are more wrong than ever right. 

For an un-named person- I hope you learn to appreciate me better. This sounds cruel, but I just don't care. I'm not stupid so don't treat me like I am. One of these days, you'll realize what you're blowing over & how much you can use my help. Don't try to take advantage of me because when you need me, I'll brush you off. I don't care about how bad or mean my actions seem as long as I feel that they are right in the situation. Sorry, I only forgive things that don't under estimate me. 

For people all around me- I don't care if I seem like a total bitch, as long as I have peace within myself, I am good. Don't expect me to go out of my way, help or sympathize you for something that you deserved. Honestly, I don't care about little problems. The world has plenty of other problems, especially for the unfortunate beings, that are totally worth more concern over. I have a lot ahead of me, so I don't plan on putting that at stake for just some little person I won't even remember. Its harsh, but I feel this is raw truth.