In a big big way, I'm really small.

          As you all know, I am embarked an ongoing search to find bits and pieces of myself. Today, I came across one of the most prominent and most accurate thing about my "issues." If you are aware of the neurosis, then you probably aren't more amused  than anything now. Obviously,  I am a neurotic fuck. Screw my old posts about anxiety and what not. I was just yearning to get the least bit of disclosure on my issues as I can. To sum it up, I'm sure that I have neurosis. 

For those of you who don't know what neurosis is, 

neu·ro·sis

  [noo-roh-sis, nyoo-] Pyschiatry

1.

Also called psychoneurosis. a functional disorder in whichfeelings of anxiety, obsessional thoughts, compulsive acts,and physical complaints without objective evidence ofdisease, in various degrees and patterns, dominate the personality.

2.

a relatively mild personality disorder typified by excessive anxiety or indecision and a degree of social or interpersonal maladjustment.