Update

This summer I've done nothing. Sure, I've been able to get to the library and taken out 14 books, but it's not like I touched any of them. Actually, I have no clue where they even are. I am not in the mood to talk to people, ever, anymore. Hehehehehehe. I'm such a grouch now. I love it.

Summer is almost half gone and all that I can mostly remember doing is- shopping. And working out. Yay. Awesome. I feel like people are off in some distant world. I don't appreciate much socializing......I prefer to stay home and be quiet. I like to think and take my time and do, basically nothing. I don't like to be bothered anymore. I don't actually have any sort of an agenda either. The only people I'd like to talk to don't really talk. The people who like to talk to me just tire me out... It's such a chore to open my mouth and make sounds & syllables. I'd rather lay on the wood floor of my bedroom, arms and legs sprawled out. Yes. That's the life.

Lately, Ive done a lot of organizing. And slacking off. I throw things off to the side until they become a dilemma and the Asian in me must fix it. Im addicted to doing nothing. Literally. I feel like I'm hung over, or in some sort of trance. It's hard to want to drag this huge head of mine off the soft pillow. Gravity can only do so much... I feel like at all times some flat surface like a bed or even the floor is calling for my back. I must lie in it...... oh my god. I sound like such a lard LOL. How awesome!!! Oh Summer, you are such a free-spirit.

Every other day I go biking. I had my first Flat tire two weeks ago and even though I was fortunate enough to have a guy-friend present to fix it, we had to walk a full mile back to his house to do so -___- As if that wasn't as horrible enough to me, on the way back home I got another flat!! I had to walk that stupid huge bike all the way home in the 3PM sun. Oh, summer adventures.

I basically do whatever I feel like for however long I feel like. I bother nobody and I let nobody bother me. I basically have ignored the world. Human interaction is just not appealing to me any more. I prefer being by myself because I am able to do whatever the hell I'd like. Without opposition. Yay for being a loser!!!!!

When I do talk to people it's over the internet so it'd be okay if I fall asleep, walk away, or just ignore them in the case that I don't feel like replying. Sometimes certain words just bother me enough not to feel like responding. Ehhhhhh Ive talked to about like the same 10 people all summer. It's awesome.