Katrina Nguyen

What do I even want anymore? Do I know how it is to feel anymore? What do I even want.. Everything seems so far fetched, I'm becoming a lot more insecure than I ever was. Am I going through a phrase? Or am I just growing up? What even matters.. Bland, I don't know. Fun, I don't know. I think I'm just being this huge drama queen over nothing I guess. I'm okay. I'm happy, I should be. Could be better, but yeah I guess I'm just growing up. What's in store? What to look forward too? What to feel? What to do? I wished I had a mentor for life LOL. Or at least a FAQ or something like that.. I want to get away, I want to go. I want to make something out of nothing. I want to see what could've been and what could be. Sigh, I am too neutrally bland right now. Starting to lose faith in my surroundings...

I just found the right word, anxiety.

I think I have a problem with that..It's.. I don't know.