Life is all about endings and beginnings..

Its amazing how fast time has passed..i know its an over said saying, but its very true. I remember when I was in Anderson, with the people that I used to hang out and believed that they were the friends I'll always have for the rest of my life. I remember the year after that and thinking "Why was I even friends with those people?" I learned how much of bad influences they were to my life and quickly cut my resources off as soon as possible. Then, I started to know the people from my new school better and I loved it. Everyday for me was a new thing, I met a new person, I found a new interest and etc. At the end of my days, I'd always end it by talking on the phone with that girl(s) who I found was the best friend I've ever had. By the end of the year, we were finding ways to make friends with the cutest kids, dressing up nice to impress, being at the right places at the right time. We really had enjoyed that. We really loved meeting all of those guys and girls that seemed to leave a lasting imprint of their personalities onto ours. Then, came this year. Where we really learned what we wanted, where our place was, and got an idea of how we wanted to turn out to be. Nobody talks as much, we are more caught up in our personal issues for the time being and we now understand that friends don't need to be our number one priority. These factors, then lead up to the ending. It's the ending of this type of life and onto a new chapter.


I don't know if its just me but I've always felt that endings go by way faster than beginnings. Everything has dwindled down and It still amazes me how in two years things have gone so fast and from so much of one thing to the opposite of another. Much to our dismay, nothing is forever and that we simply cannot say that one thing will always be this way or another because fate just loves to prove us wrong. Sometimes it is very nostalgic thinking back on how things used to be, but its also very exciting thinking about what we have ahead of us. That is, as long as we are on the right track. After all, things are only a certain way because we, ourselves, have made them out to be that way. Life is truly one big canvas and the things we do are what paints it to become a bad painting or a great masterpiece.


My point of this blog was that, Just a few years, months, even, things were way different. That was the beginning for me and how pure it was.  I have loved getting to know all of you, even if our relationships had just lasted for a month or two until one of us screwed it up, but in many ways I can not forget anybody that have been a part of my past, present and will be a part of my future. In small or big ways, everybody has effected me even though we might not be the best of friends now or were ever the best of friends, it was fun. It was fun getting to know you and no matter who you are, I know we at least have one SMALL memory of each other no matter how general it may be. For those old old friends of mine, I had a lot of funny times with you and you guys sure helped me become the person I am, whether it be good or bad. It's a part of me and I can't change that even if I don't exactly like you. For the people who went to my school last year, I also had a great time meeting you guys and seeing how you guys really were. A lot of you have taught me and exposed me to great, great things that I am certainly thankful for. I loved the laughs we shared, the games we played and the things we have talked about. I loved meeting that one older girl that kind of set up an outline of things for me. I loved turning those boys who gave the impression of the hottest stud on campus into just any other good friend of mine. I loved having you guys come over, and just playing around in one silly way or another. I loved seeing all of those movies with you great kiddos, and I wouldn't take it back. Even if things have happened, and I might not feel the same way about going some place, because of course I know what I like and want now, but it still doesnt change you guys have certainly marked a great time in my life.