Life is so grand!

Life is so grand! I've been talking to about 2 people lately & reconnecting them about my ideals and prespectives, and it's been making me so happy. I've changed so much in the past years (for the better too) and its great. I'm just happy nowadays. I can't find any other not to be, correct?

The subject of friends is on my mind right now, thanks to a very sweet Jesus Olivas. Friends.. what would we do without them? I don't want to be friends with just anyone, call me picky;stuck up and what not, but I'm just being honest. I have so much ahead of me and I have so much I want to do & so much that I think about day to day, I don't want to have friends who aren't so understanding in my life. I want my friends to all be able to share my ideals & have the same mindset as me, and don't even get me started on boyfriends and higher relationships. I don't want anything to get in my high future, and I don't want anything that could risk me getting to the point that I want. I want to be friends with smarter people,if that makes any sense. Everyone has faults, and to me, the smarter people will notice them & not make a big deal out of their other friends' faults. They would acknowledge them,yes, (so I'm sorry if that means talking shit) but in my view, they won't feel the need to start drama and start a big thing out of hating the other person. Smart people, ironically, would be smart enough to know that its just the fault that they dislike, and not the person. They would be able to just overlook that fault or little detail they don't like about that person because overall, there is so much to that certain person- because Life is so much more than that. I mean, in reality once you confront someone because your "drama" it's not over with. It's not even that big a deal in the first place, so save your time. Like I said, there are so many things like kids suffering, or people being taken advantage of that is so much more of a big deal. Or, at least- you could be doing better things with just your family, or actually, you could be being happy & enjoying your time instead of being so dumb. I know I used to be so into these things, and now I feel so different. I am now trying my best to be the best person I can be, and living up to all of my perceptions and ideals, but be patient with me, please. But for now, Pardon my bitchiness, but I just like to have people with a higher sense of thinking close to me...