Katrina Nguyen

Everything I want seems so far away from me right now. 
I constantly wonder if the choices I've made were the right choices. Sometimes, what I want seems to be so clear to me. Other times, I can't even tell when I'm awake or asleep.

I have become such an ambivalent person that I have lost all sense of decision, rationale, and emotion. Most days, it is hard for me to feel anything but indifference. Why is that?

I'm alive but I'm barely living.