Ticking timebomb

I'd be a fool if I insisted that I've got a handle on everything. I'm so mentally unstable. 

And you're still here. 

I've got nothing for you to gain. 

You really meant what you said, didn't you? 

I meant it to. 

Thank you for being patient and thank you for being so loving.

You've seen the worst part of me, and you've been handling it. 

You truly deserve my best. You really do.