Katrina Nguyen

I mean every word I say to you.
I hope you truly see that.


It's funny because 
I'm so astute about these things,
Yet- I don't know how to really show it.


The things that I mean the most, I hardly say.
I don't know how to explain this but,
I just feel sorry. 


Its terrible that I'm even thinking this way
We're so happy. You make me happy, seriously. 
I think its because I miss you so much,
I'm trying to find excuses to how I feel.
I feel terrible, honestly. 




Sometimes, it doesn't matter how high you are;
With one nudge, as long as you want to, 
you can fall straight under. 
You might fall deeper than ever before, 
further down that piteous hole you came from.