One of the worse feelings I can think of, would most certainly be caring for someone who doesn't care about you. I'm very aware that I've treated a lot of people badly..especially people whom I care about or people who care about me. I'm very truly sorry, to the deepest part of my heart. It kind of kills me.. to treat someone who cared about you badly. I know that I'm not one of the nicest people in the world either, but I can safely say that I want to be. I try to be, and most importantly, I hope to be. I always put effort in trying to catch my mistakes of treating someone unfairly or badly. As I type all of these words down, I cant help but notice how hypocritical I am sounding. Yes, I have treated a lot of people badly, but honest to god, I am sorry for it. I know that I might've treated some of you guys badly and stuff, but I don't mean too & don't want to either. I can't stand the thought of letting someone who cares about me down.
But anyway. Like many of you guys, I can't stand the feeling of when you care about a person and you always attempt to do these things for them or with them, but they turn you down and what not. It sucks.. I know. Even more when a person totally doesn't appreciate how much you care about them & just blow you off for another person who won't even give them a second look. It really does hurt, even if it just for awhile. It's stupid because so many people don't know what they have in front of them and they just totally overlook it and try to go for something "better" that doesn't even want them. Never make someone your priority when you're just their option. are words that I live by, since I'm so especially scared of meeting a person that I could certainly care about who just doesn't care about me.
Monday, January 11, 2010
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